i'm here doing my law's tutorial questions....
well...was doing just now...n i found that so many words that i don't understand...
must take out dictionary le....
and i don't have my law text book with me yet...
so it's kinda hard for me to do...but yet...i still manage do finish half of it...
so must get the book soon and start to read it up....
must force myself to love the course n yes...to study too...
since i've enter into the 2nd sem of my course...
i found that almost everything had change...
the surrounding...well...basically in lecture....
last sem had an average of 200 ppl in the lec...
but as for now...2 of my lecs basically consist of less than 100 ppl...
so it's a big different for me...
and somehow deep inside of me...
i felt very insecure...well...donno why this feeling appear in me...
but then it just did....couldn't find any reason for this...but it is how i felt...
i feel sad most of the time....and yet i must put a smile on my face....
sometimes i wish how i could just let it all out...
i did that once....during my finals for the 1st sem...
i cried every night during the finals....
i even called my bro to expressed my feelings to him...
well...it did help...but not for long....
i wish i could go to someone for this...
but i'm not that kind of person who'll tell my feelings to ppl...
well...i'm not totally shut down from other ppl...
i do tell them sometimes...but it is when i'm happy...or the things that are not so the private...
i know that i have alot of frenz that i can depend on them...
but is seems not right for me to just tell them how i felt...
and since all of us have our life now....i mean that we are studying in different places now...
have our own different frenz....that's a huge gap between us....
even though we still hang out very often...but no matter how often is it...
we could not compare it with those younger days....
n the bond among us...well...it's not as close as it used to be i think....
so yeah...it's totally a new environment to me...
well...i'm just saying this to relate to the title actually...
but then yeah...those new frenz that i've met....
it'll nvr be as good and strong compared to my high school n pre-u frenz...
well...this is because that we don't spend much time together....
n sometimes i wonder do i actually know them....as in i know bout them...
or i just know them by their names and just chat with them when there is necessary...
it's not like i don appreciate them...
but it's hard to get close to them due to the different classes have different ppl...
and it's also due to the lack of time too...
well...half a year is kinda short to met someone new and get real close to them...
so no offence ya to those whom i know...
anyway...i just wanna say that i'm glad to have u guys as my frenz....
and though now everything is changing...
i'm not sure whether it's bad or good....
but i do appreciate u guys....
though some of them are not close to me anymore...
i can't do anything to help that...coz there's some arguements among us b4...
but it's still great to get to see u guys once in a while....
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no worries my dear!! we will always be ur listener !! *hugs*
all the best in everything k? u can do it ;) heehee
haha....thanks...yup yup...i sure will complain to u if there's anything...*hugs*...=D
itz unavoidable. (i'll talk like a philosopher here) the one thing that doesn't change is the fact that everything changes.
i really do understand. it feels as if u're so far fr ur frens and u're possibly afraid that when u guys get together again u wun be able to talk ab anything, hence losing a fren. (right, tatz what i feel... my case)
i guess everyone (as in, me, u, peijin.. etc) is going through a transition stage.. i guess when we pass this stage, we'll be more mature to face all this... till then, gambate!!
(omg, i dunno what i'm talking ab!! sorry ab the crap...)
haha...chu jie!!!!
misses all ur advices....haha...
anyway...thanks...
and yes...i'll do my best and will try to get through it with in a positive way...keke...
cheers to u...=D
hei sarah...this is my first comment for ur blog...hehe..after reading ur story..i felt sad a bit too...coz..i m also facing almost the same thing as u...
anyways...sarah...although i know u for only half a year...but still.i m glad to know such a person like u...i don blame u for not spending time with me or with other frenz...u have ur own stuff...its forgivable...i und..
anyways..just to inform u..i just created two new account..one is my own experiences/stories..and another one is about football...but this webpage is my story wan...so hope tat u will take good care of urself...i don wan to see u suffer...
if u feel like talking to me...i will be willing to help u...alrite...jia yo ya...
haha....thanks ej....n i'll check out ur blog...n link it to mine too...
and bout the things...keke...i'm talking to u bout it now...
so no need to write here la....:P
n ya...sure i'll talk to u if there's anything SERIOUS happen which i couldn't handle it....keke...
sarah..kimmie here..
aiks..I know it's kinda late to comment but..im so sorry=x
anyway I was quite moved by your post..don't so emo k? eventhough we don't see each other that often (we're supposed to okie!!=x), but I'll always be there when you need k? I still remember how you listened to the duck. the duck will definitely do the same to you too! I will =)
is just like, sometimes we don't dare to let the tears out because we thought we're not supposed to cry or we fear that it might cause something not good to happen. but if we let the tears flow, we'll definitely feel better and it wouldn't hurt anyone. it will only help. right? =)
so don't keep everything to yourself k? let it out(to me!I kepoohh!xD) =)
it's still not late now to do anything..that's to say, we should meet up!!but I guess due to the distance and tight timetable and transportation prob and dididada..we would ended up not seeing each other till year end =( that's sad. hmmm!=x i miss uuuu
too long for a comment huh? heh..sudddenly feel like writting..anyway do take care k? you're a tough and strong girl..=)nothing is impossible..
hugs<3 heh
haha...thanks kim....=D
donno what else to say...
but yeah...we must meet up more often....
keke...n can't wait for the other 2 to come back...
then the 5 of us can meet up again...
keke....muackssssss !!!!!!
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