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this blog is goin down, it's dead !!!!

haha, lack of time and stories to post up now. Having tonnes of assignments to work on. So will update once a while when I have the time or maybe some interesting stories to share with u guys.

See ya till then. BYEEE !!!!!!

Common am I??

I've 3 friends of mine said that the girl in the pic is me. NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's not me alright =(
I've stole the pic from someone, and I'm really sorry for it and hopefully she won't find out. Anyhow, if u (the girl that I've stole this pic from) see this, I'm sorry k.

But take a look at it once more, the girl doesn't really look like me in here, I've no idea why it is, however, when I take a look at this pic in the friendster, even myself thought it was me in a glimpse. WHY LA AM I SO COMMON????

Hahahaha. Anyway below is the real me with Ms Ng.

I don't want to be so common. I wan to be unique but not really unique. If too unique I might be a weirdo then. Ish ish ish!!!!!!! I've more than 10 friends said I look like someone else before despite is a he or she. No!!!! even I look like some guys???? How can it be???? But then again, because of some of that incident, I manage to make a couple of new friends. Haha, so not everything is disadvantage, but still, I don't wan to be so common =(

I love my life !!!!

Yup!!!! I'm really happy with my life. Not to say that my life is perfect, of cause there's some flaws here and there, but then I tried to ignore those negative things and focus more into the positive things.

Or maybe I'm just a real simple girl and I am easy to be please???

Or maybe I'm just those kind of people who does not really care about the surroundings as long as it does not affect me???

Hahaha!!! I have no idea actually. I indeed have many inner thoughts but then again, it's nothing really big. I get to manage it my own or maybe once in a while share it with my close ones (as in those ppl whom I can really talk to, muahaha!!!).

But then again, I am indeed worrying about my future. I've a lots of friends who have set their minds and ambitions for their future and they know what they want to be. As for me, until now I have not really manage to set my mind nor ambition what I want to do when I'm no longer being a student after graduating. I'm just following the flow now. Am I being too lay back?? Am I not being ambitious enough?? How??? How?? Tell me how???

It's really intimidating when my friends are talking what they want to do for their future and what are their plans for it. Somehow I felt left back. Hmmmm, how??? =(

Anyway, back to loving my life. Yup, I have a wonderful family. Hahaha, being the youngest has it's advantages. Everyone has to bare with my silly-ness and 'manja-ness' and many more. But then, once again I'm not totally off the hook k. I have my own responsibilities in the house too but most of the time I'm lazy and due to my laziness, it gets to my parents nerves. Sorry for that, nevertheless, i couldn't help it because I am really lazy =( That's one of my biggest weakness =(

Furthermore, I have a great bunch of friends especially my extended family. Haha, we've known each other almost 7 to 8 years but we weren't that close until form 4 or 5 for some of them and the rest, I also don't know when did we get close. HAHAHA !!! Yes, of cause most of us have our own history together, going through all the dramas and stuff, but u know I love u guys to death no matter what. And I know I speak out without using my brain and always hurt and offended u guys (some of u la). So, I'm real sorry for that, I'm trying to change k, think before I speak.

Not to forget the ding dongs that I've met during my pre-u year. I love u guys to death too. Haha...5 of us have totally different personalities, but then we blend well with each and other. Plus vince and ronnie too, ha!!! I never forget both of u k =p u guys are the ones that take care of me (sort of la) and makes me laugh all the time. Vince with the blur-ness and ronnie with the weirdness. HAHAHAHA!!!!

To sum everything up, I'm satisfied with my life and am happy with it. Hahaha!!!! Although sometimes I wish for a better ones, but I'm still happy with what I have now =D

Oh no!!!! For the past few posts, it's my inner voice or should I say it's about my feelings?? No!!!!! Next post must be something fun already before u guys be bored to sleep??? HAHAHAHA!!!!

OOOOOOOOO, I've not post up the crappy story yet. In fact, I've not been thinking about it =p My sem has started and I doubt I'll be that free to come out with one. So bare with my slowness ya, but I'll figure it out and definitely post it up one day. MUAHAHAHA!!!!! =P

For no reasons...

Is there any sense when someone come and tell you that he/she is unhappy but don't wanna share anything with u?? Well, what I meant was it's alright to tell your friends that you are unhappy, but do you have to throw tantrums to the person you are complaining to??

I have a friend whom i dearly care about, but the particular person really get into my nerves once in a while. Maybe it's alright for that particular person to come and throw tantrums to me once in a while, but what I really hate bout it is that he/she come and tell me that he's/she's not happy and then just bombarded me for no reason or maybe for my concerns. Of course I'll be concern bout him/her and will ask bout his/her problem, who will not do that unless you are not close to that person (which is quite rare, friends always concern bout each other even though their are not really close, it's just the matter of how concern and serious does the person take into account).

So, that's why it's my turn to complain now that if you don't want to talk about your feelings to someone, don't bother to tell them whether you are happy or unhappy or pissed or whatever feelings. Don't let your friends to be clueless and to be sad because they do not know what's goin on with you and for no reason, they have to take your tantrums.

Exhaustion ...

I'm so exhausted for the past two days. Nope, I did not know where does the tiredness in me came from.

Anyway, my second week of the new semester was still alright. Did not have lots of work load, but it's gonna come soon. Run through the assignments due date and stuff with lectures and yes, it is SCARY !!!! So hopefully I'll be strong and suck it up by myself and get all the stuff done in time =D

Went to Parade with Andy and Daniel yesterday for fun. Yup, we are the random people. Too bad Leng was sleeping and could not wake up. Did nothing much in Parade except walking all around the place doing nothing. After that, we did went to do some exercise. BADMINTON it is !!!! Though I was complaining that I'm extremely tired since we were in Parade, I manage to move my butt and be more eager for it. Ryui Bynn, Jonathan, Clem, Andy and myself played for almost 2 hours (Jon left earlier due to some church event thingy i guess).

Today was alright, went to class and got back around 12 something. Though it was just a short period, I was extremely tired. Additionally, the weather was extremely superb for napping. So what else am I supposed to do??? Of coz take a super long nap. Muahaha !!!!!!

Andy called me in the evening asking me to play badminton again. WAH !!!!!! Andy damn 'semangat'. Unfortunately, even though I was looking forward to it and wanted to move my butt so badly so I could join them for another badminton session, my tiredness stop me to do so. After all I did exercise the previous day, so there's no harm for me to skip it. Muahaha !!!!!!!

Conclusion : Yup, I am lazy lazy lazy and tired tired tired. Nope, I don't think that I am mentally tired, but I am definitely physically tired. Maybe I should drink some energy drink to boost up my strength (as if it will help). I've just manage to found out that no drink can give me a side effect such as coffee or tea n etc. Errrrr, actually found out bout it for quite some time already =p

A post without 'la' at the back

couldn't sleep so why not snap a pic of myself? =p

I've just realise that all my other previous posts have 'la' behind. So I'll try to write a proper post without 'la' behind each and every sentences =)

Alright, as many of you guys know that last week was the beginning of my new semester of my studies. By the way, I am in my 4th semester now. Yeah, it means that I have 3 more semesters to go including this semester. It's kinda fast as I look back in time. Previously, I was worried about what course should I be majoring for my degree. Well, I am still unsure what will I want to do when I've graduated, but at least I have a road to focus on now.

Anyway, last week was kinda lay back for me as for there were only 3 lectures that I have to attend. Did nothing much the whole week except enjoying my so called 'end of holidays week'. Manage to meet and gather with some of my friends. Gosh, I miss all of them. It seems that I have not spoken to them for a long period. Yup, those people such as Ai Chin and Ee Jay are the few people that I could really talk to them as in for a long conversation. Oh, I manage to catch up with my dear Vivek as well. Fortunately he came in late for the market analysis lecture and he spotted me straight. Yeah, so I was lucky =D

Although I manage to catch up with those people, I did not manage to talk to my dear Jit Hu. Nope, we are not fighting, it's just that he doesn't want to sit in front for the lectures and we have different schedule as well. Anyway, his hair is much longer than usual and nope, when I said longer than usual, it is not long for those normal guys. Oh besides that, I did not manage to talk to Han Jie as well. Maybe a couple of words are spoken to him, but it's less than a minute I guess.

Jit Hu and Han Jie !!!!
I guess that I could not join you guys as often as the previous 3 semesters. Haha, I know that many of you guys are sick of my complaints that I've stuck with both of them since I step my foot into the degree course. But having both of them is not that bad. Well, of course sometimes they get into my nerves such as being late and super dooper last minute, but I've learn a lot from both of them. So thanks guys!!!!!!

Last but not least, I've a real tough semester to deal with this coming 5 months plus or 6 months. So wish me luck and yeah, of coz I'm scared to deal with it. But in the same time, I know that nothing is easy in this world and I just have to kick my butt and work on it. Well, that's what I've said for the past 6 years of my life. Maybe I need a fall or something to boost me back up. I remember during form 2, I seriously have put my game on to bring up my standard. I was the only one from my form 1 class to drop to one class below and I was extremely sad about it. I guess no one knows about it as for everyone saw the cheerful side of me everyday back then. Anyway, during form 2 was one of my best years. Everything about me was going on so perfectly well from my studies to my social life. I wish I have that spirit once more to bring up my grades =(