feeling much better today....

today i'm feeling much better.....
trying to forget bout those unhappy stuff...i'm starting to talk back again...
i mean talking back again as in to my friends in college...
it's really hard for me to do it...but i do not wan my friends to worry more bout me...
but one thing for sure...is that i'm actually feeling more relief than yesterday...
having all those things squeezing in my heart...
i finally let it go...n though i know that he's had someone else in his mind...
i just act there's nothing happen though deep inside of my heart...
i felt like a knife is poking through it....
trying to be nice...i wished him good luck with that girl yesterday....
i know that many ppl will thought that i'm stupid for doing that...
but in this way...i get to let go easier instead of avoiding the fact...
i know it's impossible for me to get back with him anymore...
so why not i just let it go...it won't harm me anyway....
alrite....i think i'll blog till ere....
i'm having a so call 'small gathering' with the girls tonight...
n i bet that they'll cheer me up...
after all...they are a part of my life too...
without them...my life will be boring n dull....